nothing ever goes the way you want it to

but for me; it's even worse

nothing, i mean nothing every works out for me..

i hate myself...

i hate that i am so moody,
i hate that i am so shy,
i hate that i am so lazy,
i hate myself so much.

i hate the fact i can't be honest with myself,
i hate the fact i don't have the guts to tell you how i feel, truly.
i hate myself so much

i hate being so sensitive, taking everything to heart, caring too much.

i hate myself so much...