aww :)

this girl, Esther she makes me so happy <3 she's the cutest thing even though she's older than me but AH SHE IS SO ADORABLE LOL ,/thatsit

it's been days

it's been days since we talked , to be honest im still scared, Its painful being around you, because these feelings ... ridiculous isn't it. both of us hold some sort of pride, you never talk to me, but I don't want to give in anymore, no matter how much I'd like to talk to you, I hate feeling like the only one putting effort in our relationship. it'll feel like a insect, just a pest

is it normal for tears to run slowly in midst a prayer ?

really...sad

*sigh*

farewell...

my favourite ... farewell to you...
this song always gets to me...all the feelings rush in my head, my body starts to heat up, and its just so...hard to hold in, tears as the song goes on..

put all my faith in Him

He has something planned for me, there is a time for everything and He will choose what is best for me, so I put all faith in You, all trust in You.

even now..

i still wonder if i cross your mind, did i cause atleast the smallest impact on your life? hmm, these are just thoughts .. that i am very curious to know

i need not need to feel this

for He fills me with strength and love, and has blessed me with many things in life, He keeps me company through sleepless, lonely nights, and fills me with hope each day, He is the king of the kings, the lord of the lords, He is righteous and most powerful, how honored i am to be a follower of Christ,and the Holy Spirit

i wish

to develop a deeper relationship with You, for You have discovered me and give me strength like none other, my Savior who has found me when i was lost with no where to go, let me love You like any other, for you love me unconditionally

ahh i cant explain

i cant explain the difference He made, habits have changed, old things have gone, new things have become to change who i am ~

Ugh..

how much feelings am i feeling as of now, feelings of disappointment, jealousy, betrayal, hatred? only He can help me get through this pain, fill me with Your grace and cleanse the evil and unclean from within me