WHATS WRONG WITH ME?

i cant bring myself to talk to you,but when i do talk to you i come off so rude, but i really don't mean anything bad...i just don't know what to talk to you about anymore...i feel like such a burden so i try not to talk to you..but i end up staring at your skype name...just waiting for a new message (1), but it never happens. its bad...i know but i've become so use to it, so attached you can say..but i dont want you to hate me, i dont want you to stop talkign to me, i dont want you to be burdened because of me...thats why i stopped talking to you...