my life before i had found God, was a mess. i had bad morals, i was impure, used profane language, and i was a emotional wreck. I've always seeked solitude, being on my own, doing and living life on my own. i didn't want anyone help, i was hard-headed and stubborn.i never knew about His love and how great He was, what He did for us, and how He died for us. i took everything and everyone for granted, thinking they would be here forever, but i was wrong. i was blinded by the materialistic things in life, and "love" and relationships. i was always busy with problems, and being so into drama, and such i couldnt hear Him reaching out and calling me, to just believe Him.